One thing that have always been hard for me is expressing myself… I never felt safe to tell people my feeling . I would protect myself always and seem so strong. But lately my anxiety has gotten the best of me and I need to talk.
When I’m in a under the influence I talk a lot so much people be like 😳 whoah. Lol but now I need to talk on a daily i need to let it out of my head one way or another.
It drives me crazy . My anxiety is a big bully. It has complete control over me right now….I’m fighting back….I’ll find a way to be ok …I’m not ready to give up… I have so much more to do in life … I want so much more for my boys.
So if you know me …let me talk let me express whatever stupid thought sad thought funny thought crazy thought that comes to mind.