You send me a song….. saying listening to this I thought of you.
I ask myself why? why do people miss you once you are gone. you will have someone who soooo down for you. someone who got your back and make sure we good always…. but you do all these dumb things to push me away…. im like why … then when im done im done…
you were so mean to me. you didn’t understand me. you would never try to see my way talk or even think my thoughts are valid…
and now that you lost me… lost your family….you miss me.. you miss us….
you hurt us. you left us you gave up…. I fought I tried then I gave up…..
it hurts….love hurts but sometimes you have to pick you …. and I know deep down your not the person im suppose to be with….
Three boys and me plus anxiety! 