Three boys and me plus anxiety!

Have you ever set an appointment somewhere . And then when that day comes you are thinking so hard if that is the right day?? Is that the right time? Wait min idk what day it’s on? !!!

But whole time u have the confirmation you have the email or the reminder or text

You seen it on your board for three weeks!

Today my son is getting HONOR ROLL! Very proud of him …but today I caught my self again looking for confirmation on when it was and at what time? Knowing I did receive the invitation to the school with the time and date and yet I have to look at it over n over and I have to question weather I’m right about the time and day the day off!!!

Today I stopped myself…I walked them to the school gate and I sat and stared at the school sign looking for it to say honor roll ceremony!! Why tho ? Why do I need that? It’s so annoying! I find myself doing this double thinking if I’m doing the right thing. Am I at the right place at the right time.? I question my self u til I somehow find a confirmation that yes yes it’s today.

I have a thing about being late to even and meeting work! I was the one early to everything and I got so Anxious and temper would go crazy if I was late…I would be looking at the time while one the way thinking of I’ll make it or not… knowing I left early… n will🤦🏽‍♀️