Three boys and me plus anxiety!

Halloween is a holiday I do like to celebrate. I always try to take the kids to pumpkin patches. Free events around town . The boo bash and other things . When they were babies I would take them to young circle in Hollywood and walk around the park and collect candy. They would have…

I went to my kids school for open house. During the open house the principal explained to us parents how two kids was arrested for slapping a teacher because of the new October trend! I mean really who the hell came up with this? And why do these kids feel like it’s ok to even…

Being abuse come in so many different forms. Being abused can ruin you mentally. give you fear in your heart once you know this human bein did this to you and … another one can. I was in a relationship where at the time I didn’t know what I was in was toxic and abuse.…

One thing that have always been hard for me is expressing myself… I never felt safe to tell people my feeling . I would protect myself always and seem so strong. But lately my anxiety has gotten the best of me and I need to talk. When I’m in a under the influence I talk…

Good morning ! I love my puppy he is so sweet and fluffy. I got him to be my buddy my emotional support. He just turned 4 months!! He so adorable. He is playful and listens most of the time lol but he still a puppy. I am looking to get him trained to be…

This year is the first year I talked and dealt with my anxiety around people. I still don’t know Everything about my anxiety but the start is acknowledging I have it. I don’t like to feel weak to people. I don’t want pity or people always watching me and wondering when the next time she…

I remember when I was in school I work. I worked at a Mc Donald my 10-12th grade. I was always tired When I was in class and go class work I would rush through it and then go to sleep. Head down thumbs up! No no lol but yeah I would lay my head…

Today was not truly a great day for me. My anxiety took the win. I truly caught my self all day. Back and fourth back and fourth telling myself no. I threw up a couple times today. I woke up with a heavy feeling in my stomach and just so stressed out. My head felt…

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My son is the sweetest boy. he has the cuties smile. he is small for his age and he is just adorable. you know that moment when you realize the change in them. when they start to grow in to they face and stuff. my son will be five October 19th . I am taking…

At times i feel so weak. I feel like something is in my stomach holding me down. I scare myself . With my anxiety if I’m thinking about the anxiety itself I freak out . I instantly feel like letting go. I see myself screaming so loud in my head. I feel like I left…

Today is a good day. A day where I know there is no stressful situations I have to deal with. Today my mind feel free. Today my mind feel clear. I appreciate days like today because I can get my own thoughts together. I can get my house, my kids , my dog and me…

Wow oh wow man. what a morning! So many thoughts going on in my head right now. i’m so frustrated and annoyed but confused at the same time.😳The fact that I really just had a whole back and fourth with my son over him making his bed! See I’m at the stage in motherhood where…